RISQUE. (ryan&lily) GOLDEN SEQUAL [SIXTEEN;] awww!

[musicmakesmeloco]

STOP TEASING ME!
my head is spinning around and around and arounds
and around...

and around

UPDATES!!!
because you lubs me?
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Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn Shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[beyond_bruisedx]

of courseee

risque i basically have finished.
same with glueguns.
the pete one though, i don't even have the next chapter, sooo imma work on that hahah
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ilyy zummm. <33
I LOVE MY DISCKYYY!!! <3 XD

[musicmakesmeloco]

update a chapter of each before you work on it?
then we can read, and you can work xD
_________________
Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn Shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[musicmakesmeloco]

OI! MANDA!
July 12?
_________________
Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn Shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[Holy*Wentz!]

hellooooooo???????

Update?????????? where are you?????? *lifts a random blanket* 'hmmm not there.....'

COME ON!!!!!!!

PLease!!
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It's only because I had the world Upon a string.

"Those tempurpedic beds are a son of b**ch, man."- Jon Walker!

always remember William gets to sit on the car and drink tea while his bitches do his work!

BRING BACK THE EXCLAIMATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

made by those losers briony and mykie.....

What really happened to the first album!

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[beyond_bruisedx]

omg you guys i'm so sorry.
computer has been broken since like august, and i lost all my chapter updates that i haven't posted.
but i am writing the next chapter to this as we speak.

i'm sooo sorryyy


like whack me next time haha
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ilyy zummm. <33
I LOVE MY DISCKYYY!!! <3 XD

[beyond_bruisedx]

RYAN.

“Hey, honey. Sorry I took so long,” Allison gushed, coming out of a baby store.

“I was just about to come in there and get you! Who were you talking to in there for so long?”
“Oh, just this pregnant lady that I ran into. Poor her, her boyfriend must have dumped her when he found out she was pregnant. Or maybe it was a one night stand. With girls like her, you can’t really be sure. Her name was Lilac or something. You know how that goes, weird name, weird person.”
“Lilac?” I wondered, looking through the store window at the girl my fiancée was talking to.

I could only see the back of her head. Blonde hair in a messy bun, hands on her hips, while her friend showed her different baby clothes. She reminded me so much of Lily. I should give Lily a call later.

“Hun, I think I’ll go inside and check out this baby store,” I said, half hoping the girl in there would be Lily.

“No, dear! We’re going to be late for brunch with Daddy!”
“Oh…I forgot about that. Fine, let’s go,” I sighed, following Allison to the car.

LILYYY

“LILY, WAS THAT RYAN?!” Lauren practically screamed, pointing out the window.

I turned around to see Ryan sigh, and walk past the window, holding hands with some girl. I was kind of in a trance that I couldn’t wake up from. I walked out of the shop, and I stood there in front of the door, watching him walk away with another girl.

“Ryan…” I whispered. I started to cry. “What ever happened to always love you, never leave you?”

Lauren just engulfed me in a hug, telling me things would be okay, but both her and I knew I wouldn’t be okay for a long time.
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ilyy zummm. <33
I LOVE MY DISCKYYY!!! <3 XD

[musicmakesmeloco]

boo hoo short chapter
but WOO HOO CHAPTER!!!!


lol
we were TRYING to wack you you know?
it just wasn't working
OMG since august?
shiiieee that's like
a million years poor bub *huggles*
_________________
Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn Shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[beyond_bruisedx]

yeah it's just my luck...
ughh


but i will be updating a lotttt so don't worry
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ilyy zummm. <33
I LOVE MY DISCKYYY!!! <3 XD

[musicmakesmeloco]

yaaay
oooh yanoe another good thing about you being back?


*singsong voice*
i can request more graaaaphiiiiiiiics

unless you're over that kinda thing now
_________________
Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn Shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[beyond_bruisedx]

i'm into it

request away.
except for i need to get photoshop again...

but that shouldn't take too long.
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ilyy zummm. <33
I LOVE MY DISCKYYY!!! <3 XD

[musicmakesmeloco]

yaaaaaaaaay xD
the forum's gonna be alive again!!!! (sorta)
_________________
Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn Shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[Holy*Wentz!]

wow breathless!

it was cute
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It's only because I had the world Upon a string.

"Those tempurpedic beds are a son of b**ch, man."- Jon Walker!

always remember William gets to sit on the car and drink tea while his bitches do his work!

BRING BACK THE EXCLAIMATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

made by those losers briony and mykie.....

What really happened to the first album!

<a><img></a>

[beyond_bruisedx]

LILY
“She just took my fucking place!!” I screamed to Lauren as we drove home.
“I know you don’t want to hear this, but it’s been, like, 7 months. You can’t really expect him to stay single and wait around for you to answer your phone for the rest of his life, can he?”

“LAUREN! Why are you taking his side? I haven’t even looked at a guy since he left. He left. I guess that was just ANOTHER promise George couldn’t keep.”
“I know you haven’t dated… because you’re PREGNANT. You have to shove a baby out of your vag and then take care of it for the rest of your life. Without a male figure. It’s going to be hard, I don’t blame you if you’re too busy to date.”

“Lauren, I’m having his kid. This is going to kill me. Every time I look my kid in the eyes, I’ll remember him. I’ll remember this. I’ll remember the good times, but I’ll mostly remember the bad times, and that KILLS me.”
“Maybe the kid will only look like you. Are you sure it’s even Ryan’s?”
“Of course it’s Ryan’s. He was the only person I had s*x with…ever. And, the funny part is, I don’t even remember it.”
“YOU DID NOT LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY TO HIM!”
“Yeah, I did. Hahahahahha. It’s pretty hilarious. Except for not really. How embarrassing is my life? Ugh.”

We pulled up to Lauren’s apartment building. For some reason, it only reminded me of how depressed and hurt I was. Sure, I haven’t dated since Ryan left, but that was because I was pregnant, I guess. Lauren did have a point there. Somehow, though, I doubt that if I was pregnant or not I would be dating. Of course, if I wasn’t such an idiot, I wouldn’t be pregnant at all, and I’d be living out my regular Ryan-free life. Sort of like my life now, except the whole pregnancy thing.

I took a deep breath, and I faced the chilly air.

RYANNN.
Ever since Allison was in that baby store talking to Lily, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. Well, at least I thought it was Lily. But, it couldn’t be her, because that girl in the store was pretty pregnant. Unless someone else got Lily pregnant. This is going to sound so hypocritical, but it sickens me to even think of another guy loving Lily. Ever since freshman year, I kind of always pictured my future with Lily in it. I kind of always figured that one day her and I would get married, if she felt the same. She did, too, but it’s one of those things that’s always up against the odds, and I don’t think we would make it work.

Every time we tried, we’d always end up cheating. The first time, she kissed Will. The second time, I slept with Ashlee. I had the worse end of the whole fucking up thing. All she did was kiss a guy, and I had to go sleep with Ashlee. I’m an awkward kid, I guess.

Allison and I just got home from brunch with ‘Daddy’ a couple seconds ago, and she already left to go to work.

I pulled out a piece of paper, and I began to write

Did it hurt when you fell down from heaven?
It’s stupid to use the words others spent time to achieve
When the words that we’re needing are inside us all somewhere
Waiting for rescue, they need to be free
It’s a lie not to listen,
A sin, pessimistic when things that we need to say fall thorough the cracks

Like: “I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU, AND I HATE LIFE WITHOUT YOU,
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, MY LOVE? I WANT YOU BACK.

So I don’t feel alone in the world,
And baby, yeah, you’re hard to get over
“We’re older”—it’s just a little lie we tell all ourselves
within itself, so promise me, let’s never get older

so I don’t miss the feeling of left in the cold
and this feeling of healing has long since been old
I find times when I’m missing
The times you convinced me
I don’t need somebody to hold my hand softly
And tell me she’s wishing I wish she was with me

Because I know now I’m drifting I’m cleansed yet I’m missing
The voice of an angel,
The voice of an angel whoa oh. Whoa oh oh

Baby I’m not saying that I’ll love you forever,
Hell, who am I kidding because we’re perfect together,
Notice that when we talk I can’t help but stutter
You’re too perfect for words I just want you forever….


I sighed. Tears began to well up in my eyes. I had no idea how alone and cold and empty I felt since I left her, until I re read this song I just wrote….








NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR: those lyrics aren’t Panic!, obviously. I didn’t write them either. It’s a song called Affinity by Red Car Wire aka my fave band
but just pretend they’re Ryan’s. haha
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ilyy zummm. <33
I LOVE MY DISCKYYY!!! <3 XD

[stelaclaudi]

OMG
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from day one i talked about getting out
but not forgetting about
how my worst fears are letting out
he said why put a new address
on the same old loneliness
when breathing just passes the time
until we all just get old and die
now talking's just a waste of breath
and living's just a waste of death
and why put a new address
on the same old loneliness
and this is you and me
and me and you
until we've got nothing left