Senscible Mistakes! Chapter 17! New! tell me what you think!

[Raindrop Rose]

Chapter 14!


*Sandy’s P.O.V*

What do I do? All these questions are running through my mind and not one thing I can have come out clear. I look down at him and try so had to keep a straight face but I can’t help but drop it to a frown. I see him arise from his knees and wrap his arms up around me but I still have no solution to what I should do. I don’t know what just happened but I feel myself wrapping my arms around his neck so tightly and slowly crying on his dry shoulder. I feel myself being picked up and he placed me nicely on the bed and crawled in next to me. We both looked up at the ceiling together, with each others hand interlocked with another’s. I twisted my hand over so his hand can be kissed by my lips; even his hands are so soft to the touch. I really thought he would do that, have another girl in his bed, I really did, but why didn’t I leave at that moment? Maybe I wanted to be chased, maybe I wanted this not to end, and actually I know I didn’t.

*Brendon’s P.O.V*

“Baby, who was she?” I heard her say softly while messing with my hands. I didn’t take one moment to hesitate and answer with “Rebecca, you don’t want to hear about her. She won’t ever interfere with our relationship. Ever.” I felt her lips come to a smirk on my hand as she moved over towards me and placed her head on my chest. She isn’t mad, thank god. I see her slowly lose the tension in her face as her full body came at rest she was dead asleep on my torso. I can’t sleep, she can’t wake up and me not be here for her. Nothing can happen to her, I sound so corny, why is that? I love this, this feeling, this stress, this indescribable happiness. The one that I’ve never experienced before just mocked over the years. You know what it is, must I explain? I wish I knew how I could, Ryan tried to explain it to me once before but it all made no sense but it does now. Ryan is so deep with his words, I’m jealous really; I’ll never be able to tell Sandy how much I love her like he’ll be able to with London. He always says that he can’t say it the same way I could as of depth, my voice. Why must we all try to think we aren’t as good as another? Don’t worry I don’t get it either. All I know is that I would love to be as great as anyone other than my self. I look over to Sandy and see her coughing, nothing to worry about I’m sure.


Ryan’s P.O.V

I can’t sleep, almost never could in the first place. I know London isn’t she can never sleep either; we always talk on the phone till neither of us can breath we’re so tired. You don’t even want to see the phone bill for our phones almost never turn off. I remember one phone call I got from her; I knew when I got the call it was important because I got it too early. What had happen was I remember I was laying there asleep because I had fell asleep on the phone with her for some reason, we do that all the time. But at around 8:30 in the morning I heard my death cab for cutie ring tone go off, the one I picked especially for her known as I’ll follow you into the dark. This way I’d always know to answer my phone witch I did this early day, yet I had miss. I remember racing to her house without worrying about my looks because I know she accepts me. My hair a mess with long grey sweats and a white tank, I bet you she’ll be wearing the same thing. When I finally arrived I saw her outside on her seating wooden bench, leaned against the side of it with her feet up and her hand held with a tissue. The tissue was filled with tried tears but being newly acquainted ones. My stomach sunk as well as my heart from the look f her. While walking up to her with the sun in my eyes I came up and placed my knees on the moist cold grass and kissed her hand. “Clementine, I found him in the middle of the street this morning.” She said trying not to cry in front of me. Clementine, her 2 year old puppy dog that she was extremely attached to since her family had practically disowned her. She was a mix she had got at the pound when I with her and I remember seeing her just fall in love with the puppy so I got her for her with much pleasure. “I’m so sorry baby.” I told her, she said “Thanks,” but I knew she didn’t believe me but I don’t want to push anything on her. I picked her up and had her wrap her legs around me and hold me in a hug to cry. I kissed her neck a few times just for comfort as I carried her into her into the house and laid her on my lap just so I could stroke her hair. I loved doing this and I think it made her feel better. I can’t stand having her upset I just can’t even show expression when she is I’m like life less at those points. She looked me straight in the eyes and said “Thanks, thank you for being the only one here for me.” I just looked at her with my best smile to show her I cared. She loved my smiles she told me many times and she smiled back. I love her, I love those moments, I love comforting her, I love being her one and only. Now that I’m remembering this, I have a surprise in store for her.

London’s P.O.V

My eyes are wide awake; I still am worried he’s not completely alright. Why am I so paranoid? I’m such a loser. I hate noticing my faults like this its like completely discouraging. My head is like pulsing it hurts so bad, I think too much, I need to get some sleep. Who am I kidding; I won’t be able to sleep I’m too nervous to insecure. I’m always like this, how does Ryan put up with me night after night. I’m so lucky I can’t stop saying it I can’t stop knowing it; I know he can have better. So why does he pick me, I have almost nothing to offer. Yet what would I do if he left me? I’d be alone, all alone. I want him close I want him to know how much I love him. It’s just like the fairy tales just better because it isn’t like everyone else’s story. I love my story I want to tell the world.

-End of Chapter 14-

Heyyy! Tell me what you think <3 you all
_________________
"I'm gonna high kick you in the face"

[musicmakesmeloco]

GAAH, SARAH

I LOVE IT

I LOVE YOU!

GAAH

ILYILYILYMOREMOREMORE XD
_________________
Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn Shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[Raindrop Rose]

Hello. I have a question for anyone who has read.....

While you were reading did you kind of want to skip over London and Ryan's parts? Cause thats what one of my friends said? :/
_________________
"I'm gonna high kick you in the face"

[musicmakesmeloco]

a little bit
it's cute but it's lacking something.... i dunno... just something
at least i'm honest *shrugs*
_________________
Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn Shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[Raindrop Rose]

Chapter 15!

*Ryan’s P.O.V*

It’s a new day and I just got done talking to the doctor “You can go home today,” he paused “but you must take your medicine Ryan you must. I know you don’t want the experience as you did with Brendon 7 yea-“at that moment I couldn’t hold in my thought “It was an accident god damn it! An accident!” the doctor looked at me with no expression and just walked out of the room. My own doctor was disappointed in me. He was disappointed in me that day as well. As I was in myself. I can’t help but to have the memory stuck in my head and just like any other bad memory I can remember it as if it was yesterday.

*Flash Back*
“Woo!” I said with a drink in my hand. My dad was not home and the liquored cabinet was open. I’m 14 what can I say, I’m curious. Brendon is over but he refused to go along with my drinking curiosity. “Dude, stop that stuff is bad for you. And you even said your asthma has been acting up and you’ll be even more against taking your inhaler if you are out of it.” I’m already out of it at this moment; I don’t even know what he has said clearly. But the tone of his voice sounds concerned. I feel myself having a little trouble to breath. Maybe I just need to have something to eat…maybe? I walk out into the kitchen and pull out the best ingredients that mankind had invented PB&J. “Hey Brendon. Want one?” oh course he said “Yes” who could say no? As I wipe the first slab of peanut butter I feel as if I keep getting hit with the wind getting knocked out of me, same happened as I slopped on the grape jelly. As I close the two sandwiches I say “Brendon, come and get it.” Those words were so hard to say, I couldn’t breath but I couldn’t let Brendon be right I had to act like I was fine. I then pick up the sharp steak knife that I used because all the other normal knifes had been dirty. As I turn around to put the knife in the sink, I didn’t make it I ended up to Brendon standing there as I fall in his arms having the knife stab into the inside of his collar bone.
*End Flash Back*

At that moment Brendon and I must have been knocked out on the floor with me lying on top of Brendon and him have blood trip down his body then on to my hair. My father found us that night and I’m sure he was angry because I know he found his liquor cabinet wide open. I remember waking up that morning and I had no one there. Everyone was urgently outside of Brendon’s room. I wish I could have been there too. I felt so terribly bad; it was the worst guilt ever, knowing that I could be the person that almost paralyzed my best friend. No one but Brendon believes me that it was a true accident. I’m so lucky he doesn’t hate me. I don’t want to think about it anymore, I wish the thoughts would go away in my head and everyone else’s.

-End of Chapter 15-

Hello! I made this only Ryan's P.O.V because idk I thought it needed its own thought you know? Well tell me what you think! Be brutel! xx
_________________
"I'm gonna high kick you in the face"

[musicmakesmeloco]

i like it
it makes ryan more interesting xD
_________________
Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn Shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[Crazy diamond]

Ok, being brute-I liked the way you told that and Ryan feeling guilty.
_________________
Uh huh, holy shit. It's about time you got off my dick.
A few times I've been around that track but your ass is still fat it's gonna stay like that, coz I aint your hollaback boy, I aint your hollaback boy.

Fangs Up! COBRA STYLE!

[Raindrop Rose]

Awww thanx lol i was like really scarred when you put being brute lol!

youre awesome!
_________________
"I'm gonna high kick you in the face"

[Crazy diamond]

You said "be brute" so I thought I'd start with that lol, didn't mean to scare you though
_________________
Uh huh, holy shit. It's about time you got off my dick.
A few times I've been around that track but your ass is still fat it's gonna stay like that, coz I aint your hollaback boy, I aint your hollaback boy.

Fangs Up! COBRA STYLE!

[Raindrop Rose]

Oh ok lol!
_________________
"I'm gonna high kick you in the face"

[Raindrop Rose]

-Chapter 16-

Brendon’s P.O.V
It’s the early morning and Sandy is still asleep in my arms. I accidently fell asleep no matter the fact that I hoped I wouldn’t. It wasn’t a good sleep; I actually woke up from a nightmare tonight. Yet it was a reenactment of that one day, that day no one ever talks about because it causes such commotion. I don’t get emotional often only in events that someone or something that was precious was gone or if my friends are hurt and of course family. I mean I got emotional over my dog running away, don’t call me lame for this but he was with me through out. I’ve had worse happen though I hurt Ryan one day 7 years back. He can’t forgive him self for the wound around my collar bone. It hurt him more than it hurt me that’s for sure. We never talk about it unless he has a break down which is almost never. There is something that Ryan doesn’t know, which is th- “Morning baby” Sandy said cutting off my train of thought.

Sandy’s P.O.V
I look up at his fragile face and notice that he looks very into thought. I pull myself up his body and peck his lips and he kissed me sarcastically with his lips turning into a full blown grin. I then see him look over to the clock and the muscles in his face tightened up as he said “Oh shit I’m late.” He said hurrying out of bed. His deep huffs remind me of yesterday as I myself look at the clock “Ah, so am I! Oh god and I have nothing to change into.” All the sudden I see random pair of his pants and his white hoodie I see him wear almost every other Sunday getting thrown at me from Brendon’s closet. I see him then walk out of the closet zipping up his pants with no shirt on. “Well thank you.” I said for the clothes. “Well it’s no fair that you get to see me without my shirt on.” He mumbled under his breath. As I bit my lip I pulled off my shirt to change right in front of him. I then walk up to the handsome Brendon to put his shirt on for him as he then put his hoodie over me. He also took the liberty of sliding my pants down for me. I saw him grab his pants that he had gotten for me and I picked my right foot so he could slide them up my leg as he did the same for my left leg. At the end of him buttoning and zipping it up for me as well, he grabbed my hand t drag me along and said “Well, since you have my car at your work I get to drive you to work.” We smiled at one another and I threw my car keys towards him. Perfect catch.

London’s P.O.V
“Knock, knock” I say walking into to see my love on the gurney. His eyes were a bit teary eyed for some reason. Yet he made a small grin when I looked at him. “I brought you clothes babe” I brought him my favorite outfit of his, it was a white button up shirt that he always complimented with a pin striped vest and of course black tight jeans. “Thanks lovely.” He said with a smirk on his face, I saw him get up and close the curtain so he could change. He was never too open with showing his body, but I respect that for I’m the same way. Out of random I see him swipe the curtain open and kiss me with his hands on my cheeks so intimately. “You believe me? Don’t you?” he said staring me straight in the eyes “Believe what?” I said in a whiper tone almost from shock, with my head cocked and eyes straight in his.

Ryan’s P.O.V
I never told her, I thought shed reject me so I kept it from her. “Never mind, I’m just out of it love. Let’s go out somewhere shall we?” I said stroking the hair close to her face as she says “Ryan, I love you.” I said nothing because I had something else in store. As we start to walk out of the hospital a nurse stopped us in saying “We need you to sign these few forms before you leave.” I don’t know what I’m doing but at this point I’m holding on to London’s hand so tightly running straight across the parking lot, out into the street, and through the trees and bushes. I did this once before, I know where I’m going and it’s to this green patch of grass that is so wonderful, soft and full with flowers. I want to take her there, a matter a fact I’m taking a step. I want her all to myself and well I think you can get the just of what I want with her at this moment. Spontaneous I know, just hope she accepts this. What am I doing? Yet I do know. I know exactly what I’m doing. I know that this is where I’d take a girl, after reassuring me that she loves me. I knew this because that day 7 years back I ran, ran out of the hospital with no one knowing, to this grass spot because I didn’t want to be seen, I wanted to be alone so the world would forget about me and possibly what I had done. While I was there I ended up loving it so much that I had a whole idea of mine planned, that someone that I really knew loved me as much as I did them that id love them here. Not too sure if it makes sense but I get it perfectly.

-End of Chapter 16-

Tell me what you guys think. Things are changing a bit with London and Ryan if you can tell ^^
_________________
"I'm gonna high kick you in the face"

[musicmakesmeloco]

*perves*

xD yayyz
_________________
Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn Shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[Raindrop Rose]

xD Things are getting hotter
_________________
"I'm gonna high kick you in the face"

[musicmakesmeloco]

well i wish the heat would come faster

i need perviness!
please?
_________________
Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Pawn Shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

[Raindrop Rose]

UMMMM PG-13 RATING.....THIS IS AN EXPLICTED SCENE.

Chapter 17!



Ryan’s P.O.V

We made it, to this patch of flowers and green, as I then saw her sit on the ground so aware of what I wanted I would think. I then sat down next to her while pushing her over with me on top of her. I grabbed her now sweaty hand, “Please babe, please I want this, and I want you.” I said already starting to pant and sweat without even her touching me. She didn’t say a word; she looked to the smile in a grin and out of random kissed my lips hard. Her lips felt so nice that I couldn’t help but try to grasp at her harder. I start to feel her unbuttoning my vest and as each button came undone she moaned a little louder from excitement. I bring my hand up and under her shirt to where my hand is softly holding her breast. I hear her giggle a bit and it just made me want her to let me explore her whole body. I felt her then sit up just to take my vest completely off, as I then took her shirt off. “Yes, yes.” She shouted in a some how timid tone. I felt her pull me down by my hair for she loves to mess with it so it seems. I then moved m way down her body kissing down her beautiful body as I got to her pants I decided to unbutton hers but she took the liberty of unzipping them. I didn’t pull them down, but instead kissed my way up to her nice lingerie of a bra. She taunted me then by unsnapping it from the front and holding it there unsnapped just waiting for my sweaty lips.

I then put my hands over where she has her hand on her bra, she moved her hands aside letting me now how full control. I didn’t take a moment to hesitate I had my hands off that bra in a matter of seconds. My hands are all over as well with my lips and teeth nibbling a bit just to make her orgasm a bit more before it will happen. I began to unbutton my shirt at that moment still kissing her body. I then feel her slip under my body to where she is now pulling my pants down and kissing right above my boxers. I started to grunt for I know that my nice hard dick will be in her perfect mouth. I feel her now moving my boxers lower and lower with her lips following behind. She finally got to it and I feel her lips wrap around it so nicely that I can’t help but thrust my lower body more into her mouth. I then rub her legs roughly each time I feel her tongue; I kept my grunt in to keep it as intimate as possible.

I then pull her body up to my lips again and I just got on top of her and pulled her pants down and slowly her panties. I then look at her and smile and she smiled back as I slip my dick slowly into her nicely. I start to hear her loud breath as she begins thrusting me more and more into her getting used to what is happening, well with my dick. She feels so nice and I never want to do this with anyone else, why would I. We start getting intertwined with our movements. I then look at her and her lips are trembling, for they are the biggest feature on her face. I slowly pull my long hard dick out of her and she lies on my stomach huffing as loud as I had ever heard her before. I saw her try to talk but her nervous shaking body wouldn’t let her, and I couldn’t exactly get any words out. She looked so tired and exhausted for we did go on for about to hours on the not so soft ground. I see her hiding her body by clinging on to mine and soundly falling asleep. I can’t believe we actually did this, but it couldn’t have meant more to me if I even tried. “I love you love” he didn’t answer till moments later cause she wasn’t fully asleep I assume. “You too baby.” I was falling asleep at this moment to but I heard those words and I am so fallen.

-End of CHapter 17-

Hey, Ive never written anything like this before tell me what you think.
_________________
"I'm gonna high kick you in the face"